#yay depression

[iizven]

Just a random collection of cute pookie faces

[existentialarachnid]

doodles of Billy doing attic stuff while I try to get out of a creative block

I gave him a fort i dont want him sleeping on the floor

[tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang]

All of this is so pretty but omg i hate it

[pnutbutter-n-j-elyy]

anyone ever accidentally say smthn to you that makes you hate yourself even more than you already do because you realized how out in the open your insecurity is and that you’re not the only one who notices it so now you feel a million times more shitty and it keeps you up into the early hours of the morning because you can’t stop thinking about it?

yeah me too.

[random-kinnie]

"I love you" they say

I'm sorry

"I love you too" I smile

I'm sorry

I hide behind a smile

It's half hearted at best

But it hurts too much to tell you

I'm sorry you love someone like me

Someone who hurts so much

Someone who wishes they were never born

Someone who wants to die

I'm sorry

I'm getting worse

But you love me

And I don't want to hurt you

I'm really tired tho

It hurts

But I can't die yet

I have things I want to do

Even if I really want to die

I can't because

I have things to do

I'm busy that day

I'll see when I'm free

~kinnie

[glitchedvaporeon]

Silly lil drawing of my objectsona (Katt)

Is it bad that I imagine that nobody would notice if she got deleted?

[leaveherwildliketheflowers]

How do you deal with a depressive episode? Apparently I get nail extensions, chop all my hair off and cuddle my lil nug.

[nelliecom3t]

Just to clarify, I wear black when I’m having a depressive episode so when I’m sobbing uncontrollably in my school’s hallway or am having a panic attack I draw less attention than when I wear my neon blue jacket.

I just feel a lot less stupid when my mental breakdowns line up with my wardrobe’s aesthetic.

[puppygirldick]

My healthy coping mechanism is I haven't been sober 1 day in 3 years

[seanfalco]

maybe i'll feel like writing again at some point, but for now i'll just keep reblogging gifs

[serpentjoe96]

Why accomplish things when you can sit at your computer and feel sad?

[jooces]

turned down another gig today.

[goblinbathwater]

So I have a broken tooth and it's been broken for a few years but recently it broke even more and now half of it is moving around cuz it's broken but still kinda attached and part of me just wants to tear the bit out but I'm also super scared of the dentist and I feel like if I tear it out I'm committed to going there but also it's moving a lot and it's probably going to fall on its own but I'm freaking out a little bit

[random-kinnie]

I don't know why I tried messaging you again

Please message me back...

I love you so much it hurts

I can't breathe

I have to bleed because I love you

My love makes me tear at my skin

Line after line

All dedicated to my love for you

My love for you

A love that spills my own blood

A love that's sharp and dangerous

A love you don't know about

A love that hurts so deep in my chest

A love that grates my heart

A love that I can't control

A love that makes me sick

~kinnie

[haven-of-my-own]

I don't like lying to my coworkers, but it's such a simple one.

"I don't celebrate."

I never thought it'd be me, alone on Christmas.

[lilitunoirrr]

What having persistent depressive disorder feels like a lot of the time 😅